Getting out and meeting other people seems to be the best way to deal with this deep sadness I have about the separation and the divorce. I went to two different groups yesterday. RAIN is a monthly women’s group and they had a close out session about being in the moment. I related this to when lessons go so well that the grand discussions happen. That can’t be much more in the moment. But really, most of us are living for the hopes of the future and full of regrets for the past.
I went to a second group called the Writer’s Critique and this was enjoyable. Stories were shared and good advice flowed. I was impressed with the sharing from Tiffany with her short vignette about chess with the Angel of Death. This week on Monday I went to Larry Dunlaps book launch and that was good. I am keeping busy.
Here is a pic of one part of my now decorated and unpacked apartment.
Now off to get my car serviced for a factory defect.
There is a very good reason why I didn’t post for a while but in the long run I think that I’ll get back to this in a better way. I’ve moved out of my home for the last 11 years into a little apartment. The reason why I’m going to be getting a divorce. Actually my husband same number of years wanted to divorce. Regardless of what I feel about why he wanted to divorce or what what were the motivating factors as to why he didn’t want to work it out, I have to deal with this and be on my own. Regardless of the fact that I still love him and wish he would change his mind I had to leave behind the life I knew and move on. I am heartbroken and I break down ad cry several times a day. So here it is, this is the only thing I am going to say about this divorce in any public way.
So here is a lovely picture of my daughter to finish this post on a positive note. We were at my grandson’s Junyor graduation.